My present life is full of with ‘maybies’, it’s so typical, now.

It’s a shame that i don’t have the power to say exactly how, or what i feel. On the other hand usually i really don’t know if it’s real or not. I mean i can’t choose between the statements as i like her, or i love her. i think this is the only question. Maybe, what causes this is that i love persons i didn’t know very much, just spent a short but intensive period of togetherness, such as a long week. I thought always that this isn’t enough , with one exception. This exception caused something relevant, as relevant that from that time i can’t say to anybody that i maybe love her [maybe is never enough, i think]. When i got this kind of feeling i just enjoyed it and just after got into my mind, that maybe i love her, or simply just truly. Yes, truly. A few, but not so much said to me, that with my way of thinking i would easily find my other part. Maybe she isn’t existing, this is an opportunity, as well. Maybe God has something other and better idea. I just need a person who’s gonna say what shall i do, and i will do that, a reliable person.


About yorkketchikan

I'm just a boy from Europe, as i was told. I'm young, but not for so far, it's not fair -i know it. This isn't my native language, but i'm trying. Started this one for no better purposes than writing in English, because lots of things come to my mind at first in English, sometimes it's disturbing, sometimes not. I love books, rather said: fond of them. I'm not alike anyone else, maybe this is the main problem, not following the mainstream.... If you corner me, I will come out swinging, taking you with me to the seventh hell of the seventh hell. View all posts by yorkketchikan

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