My present life is full of with ‘maybies’, it’s so typical, now.
It’s a shame that i don’t have the power to say exactly how, or what i feel. On the other hand usually i really don’t know if it’s real or not. I mean i can’t choose between the statements as i like her, or i love her. i think this is the only question. Maybe, what causes this is that i love persons i didn’t know very much, just spent a short but intensive period of togetherness, such as a long week. I thought always that this isn’t enough , with one exception. This exception caused something relevant, as relevant that from that time i can’t say to anybody that i maybe love her [maybe is never enough, i think]. When i got this kind of feeling i just enjoyed it and just after got into my mind, that maybe i love her, or simply just truly. Yes, truly. A few, but not so much said to me, that with my way of thinking i would easily find my other part. Maybe she isn’t existing, this is an opportunity, as well. Maybe God has something other and better idea. I just need a person who’s gonna say what shall i do, and i will do that, a reliable person.