Takeover of the programnes

Yep, dinnertime!!! I was so hungry and finally i got here. I think it’s cool eating in a chinese fast food restaurant, it’s got a special feeling. But don’t eat simply with fork and knife, that’s not funny, eating with sticks, this is the real one 😉
Today started the physics prep. school. It was fine, but i think it will be better and harder. The more time you do sg, the less time you will have to think about yourself and your loneliness. And it – in some ways – is good.
I feel blue a bit about this ski holiday, coz i won’t go neither to this, neither to the hiking excursion [it’s for those who don’t go to ski]. If it’s not going to be the last one i won’t care, but it is the last one. I’ve accepted that i can’t go to ski [i haven’t skipped none of them in the last five years] coz the costs, but this shitty illness, damn it, i’m getting more and more angry while i’m writing about it.
[Holy crap, I’ve forgotten an important thing, aaaaaa, hate this feeling, worst thing ever]
Waves above my head gave meeting to each other, this the so-called situation when your programmes take over you. Shitty feeling, coz you can’t do anything against it. Feeling hopeless.


About yorkketchikan

I'm just a boy from Europe, as i was told. I'm young, but not for so far, it's not fair -i know it. This isn't my native language, but i'm trying. Started this one for no better purposes than writing in English, because lots of things come to my mind at first in English, sometimes it's disturbing, sometimes not. I love books, rather said: fond of them. I'm not alike anyone else, maybe this is the main problem, not following the mainstream.... If you corner me, I will come out swinging, taking you with me to the seventh hell of the seventh hell. View all posts by yorkketchikan

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