the fact [yep, that’s the word i was thinking about so long] that i’m listening to Kalkbrenner remixes and original tracks is the best sign of that I don’t take anything serious enough, and that i have a spring/Easter holiday, finally. Btw this Paul guy is actually awesome, his track, Aaron is one of my best beloved track, most fantastic just before going to sleep.
today [yes today, because midnight has already passed] i’m going to go out, out to the outer reality of my life, to the world of the real, living scents of the spring breeze. This is what i was waited for so long, even though there was no time for me to iceskate, unluckily. But this is my time.
gotta learn literature, history, physics [for the upper level ] to these leaving exams, the so-called maturation exams. will this bullex make me more mature, i’m afraid not, but never cared about how childish i am. i like being such immature, [world of words is closed, i can’t find the proper ones, sucks], it just means i do have to go to bed, my bad ;]