I don’t like loosing. Some say that love is a losing game. I don’t intend to lose this one.
This is sure.
Duty and responsibility and personal life.
Great measure of immaturity. It just sucks, I mean being totally immature. I have to overcome this problem, otherwise I can not take responsibility for anyone, not even for somebody other/more than me.
Being honest is important, and admitting mistakes is part of being mature and adult.
I’m pretty much far from that. Plus it is extremely hard and painful. But acknowledging mistakes is part of overcoming them and being a trustworthy person. Or just a little bit more trustworthy. Credibility, this is what it’s all about. Once you play it away, totally or partly, it’s incredibly hard to gain it back, if it happens ever again.
I have many personality problem, like being lazy. Not much, but enough to most probably staying a dreamer and not a free man. I don’t know if it’s true or not, but if only the half of it is true, than it worth to give more than a thought. Shallowness. I don’t want to be shallow, but it’s not just a matter of wish, but the actions. Like I can say, that how much I love someone, if I don’t really act on it. And when I realise that, it makes me feel like a really shitty person. Trust is not worth to play with. Sorry everyone, I did this to. I try, and try harder.
And thanks to still be there … even when you only see the Moon; and not just you ….